I'm sorry, baby =P

I know, that I wasn't a long time here. But I have very troubles. No just witch school, family, boys. I feel unhappy myself and nothingness and disaster. I dont alive my life in normal. And every it seems to me some strange. I don't know,.. But I feel strange of self. Where is your star? I don't see it. I dislike it. :( ! I must go to school. I must perfect. Perfect by nature. that? :// I must be helpful and make to finish school. Have every A's.